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Kasih Ibu

April 24, 2017

“Kasih ibu kepada beta tak terhingga sepanjang masa.”
Dua puluh satu bulan sudah anak saya hadir di dunia ini, selama dua puluh satu bulan juga saya berhasil menghindar dari menyanyikan, apalagi mengajarkan, lagu ini kepadanya. Bukannya tidak sayang, saya sayang kepada anak saya tentunya, tapi siapa yang tahu apa yang akan terjadi di masa depan.

How My Curiosity Works

April 15, 2017

I could say that I am a curious person. I want to know this and that, these and those; also when I have already set my mind into something, I'm very confident that I could produce a great product.

Yet, my problem is I'm "easily" overwhelmed by the amount of the resources and inspirations that I have. Imagining the amount of work and time that I have to invest to reach something makes me lazy. That in turns will decrease my learning force and by time will reduce my curiosity.

Where Were You?

April 6, 2017

The one question that silenced me during the movie Spotlight, “Where were you?”
Yes, where was I? Where were you? When everything is happening around us, when the victim is calling for help, where were we? Did we ignore them? Did we acting all holy and judging the victim instead of putting the blame on the perpetrator’s hands?
I am a mother of a boy, an almost two years old boy. Recently we’ve seen on the news that the police had arrested some people suspected of making and spreading of child pornography. The victim’s profile is as little as three years old. THREE YEARS OLD!

Jokes I Wrote in a Workshop

March 7, 2017

Lame title. Teuing.


I am .... The best part of being ... is .... The worst part of being ... is ....



  • I am an engineer. The best part of being an engineer is that I understand how things work. The worst part of being an engineer is that NO ONE understands me and how my feeling works.

Our Hopeless Love

February 21, 2017


“Hey, you forgot to release my hand, we can’t be seen together, remember?”

Why can’t we be like that?

I love you and you love me. That’s all that I want to know.

So, why do you have to tell me that you are still in a relationship with her when I’m already fallen too deep for you?

The Heartless Kind

February 7, 2017

"Why?"

"I just ..."

"Why?"

"I still have to wander around. I will keep changing. I am not done changing. I thought you are the best place to settle down, but ..."

"Why?"

Going to Hell. Together.

January 21, 2017

One day in Ankara, my friends and I were discussing a chapter from someone’s book when one of them said,
“I remember, from when we live together before, that you said something like this about people who don’t believe in Allah, ‘it’s their own fault. The signs is everywhere but they can’t see it. They choose to close their eyes.’ I totally agree with you.”
I. Was. Arrogant.
“They are stupid. They are ignorant. They deserve a place in hell.”
Turns out I am the stupid and ignorant one.